Well- I’ve decided to call that guy- all my readers know who I’m talking about- L.
Well- he called me last night- crying. It suprised me for a minute- and a sudden switch from Soph to Dark… And we talked for 2 and a 1/2 hours… haha- I’m nearly out of minutes now… used… 150 of them… have 20 left.
Well- my pregnancy scare is over- started my mense today- now I can finally breathe… I was honestly terrified.
Want to know something funny? I never really knew L and I were friends. Maybe it seems obvious to other people- but I always felt i was reading too into it.
And you know what hurts? I DO love him… I love him so much it hurts… but it’s not like that’s not new for me, loving someone who can’t/won’t/shouldn’t be more than a friend.
Integration going well- really well. Dark and Apollo broke up last night. Apollo is honestly really torn up, and I’m afriad he’ll slip into hypersexuality and depression. The break-up has been coming since the integration started- its hard for him because he loves her…
L- Apollo and Dark and Soph like L, so does Muse.